

this layout features Yagami Raito (Light) and L (a.k.a. Ryuugi and Ryuuzaki, neither of which are his real name as far as we're aware of), from Takeshi Obata (creator of Hikaru no Go) and Tsugumi Ohba's Deathnote. gradient made by me, textures default. fonts used are Porcelain, Quake, Evanescence (yes, the font used by the band; it's in the lyrics), Anything You Want, and Redensek. lyrics from the song "imagine", written by John Lennon and covered (at least the version I was listening to while making the layout) by A Perfect Circle.
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Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...
Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...
You may say I'm a dreamer,
but I'm not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one."
[ listening to ] Janne da Arc - Kamen
[ reading ] nothing
[ feeling ] ...numb
...I feel numb.
I just finished Petshop of Horrors. permanently.
...I can't stop crying.
I can't believe it's actually over. and the last volume...had me in tears through the entire thing.
I hate D's father. I hate what the humans did to their ancestors to make them feel like this. I hate that D had to leave. I hate that Leon is all alone, now. I even hate the ending. D's brother cannot replace D. Chris...looks too much like his brother. It hurts.
...if I hear one comment about how pathetic I am I'll subject you to all the pain D's ancestors have felt.
I'll write about the rest of my day later.
right now...
I'm in shock.
written on 10.14.2005., at 10.33PM